Miss you / Natalie Connor (Friend) Buggs, Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Everytime I look at Marissa I see apart of you. I still think I am going to come home and see you playing your video games or cleaning the house. The house is just not the same. We all miss you so much. Justin has a hard time trying to pick on Marissa because, of course, I'm on her side. Jadyn will see a picture of you and go "where Bug?" or she will here the door open and she go Bug! Everytime Marissa and I talk about you, you can see her face light up with joy. I know you are watching over her and you can see her face. The best memory I have of you is when you were using Justin's nose hair timmer. I can still see you leaned up again the mirror. I see so many things and think of you. I can still see you wanting to kick someone's ass because they looked at you wrong and I can still see you playing w/ Jadyn. She sure does love you. You will always be in my heart and some day we all will get to see you again. I know everyone that loves you can't wait until that day. Natalie
Even Score / Dad Son, In the Yamaha crashes you won. In the Colorado crashes I beat you, hands-down! But what was so awesome about you, wasn't winning or losing, it was playing the game right. Lord knows how much I miss you. What do we have to crash in heaven? love Dad
I miss you so much / Kristen Anglen (Friend)
I miss you so much.People say that it will get easier.I don't see that happening any time soon.Life is just not the same without you.I miss my best friend so much.I miss talking to you on the phone for hours.I miss you coming over and eating up all the food (queso).I miss that laugh and that smile.I have you to thank for so many things.Because of you I met Buddy.And now we have a wonderful family.We all miss you and love you so much.You were always there for me and my family. A part of our family is missing now.It is a spot that nobody could ever fill.However we have had two additions to the family, your dad and Marissa.Thank you so much for bringing them into our life.Sometimes the way your dad says something or the way he laughs almost scares me it reminds me so much of you.I am so happy that Marissa and I have became friends.I don't know what I would do without her.She has been the one person who I could talk to.I now see why you loved her so much.She is a very sweet, fun, and caring person.Jaycee even likes her now. LOL!!Jaycee misses you so much.She does not have anyone to pick on her the way you used to.
Happy Valentines Day / Marissa Anderson (Girlfriend)
Hey my love! I miss you more than words can describe! I think about you when I wake up in the morning till I got to sleep at night. It's been hard to sleep in that big bed all alone. Ur still my one and only, the one i planned to spend the rest of my life with. We had so many plans for the future, we were saving money for a house and you were shopping for rings. Princess cut for a princess...just like you said, you knew exactly what i like! I still can't imagine tomorrow, much less the rest of my life without you in it. My heart hurts so badly and the one that could always make me smile is gone, and no one is here to fix it. Please give me strength to make it thru each day because everyday is harder than the last. People are expecting me to go back to the old Marissa but I don't know how, but I know I will never be the same. I love you honey! I can't wait till we meet again and you can hold me in your arms where you always said I fit perfectly and give me a best friend and boyfriend hug!! Sending you a big kiss on Valentines Day! I miss you and I love you!
Saying Goodbye / Marissa Anderson (Girlfriend)
Go now, my love, the time has come All tasks on earth are done. There are others waiting there for you, And songs yet to be sung.
Go quietly, go softly, Leave all pain and fear behind. Today has left a part of you, In my heart, my soul, my mind.
I'll remember you my dear one, As I lay down to sleep, I'll remember how you made me smile, Although it makes me weep.
As you go to face your future, As you go to tuch the sky, Know that God makes all things possible Angels never die.
Go now, my love, the time has come, All worldly tasks are done. There are others waiting there for you, And songs yet to be sung.
I Dreamed Last Night of Heaven / Marissa Anderson (Girlfriend)Read >>
I Dreamed Last Night of Heaven / Marissa Anderson (Girlfriend)
I dreamed last night of heaven As I followed you there, I felt your presence, heard your heart, I almost touched your hair.
I remember crying Just because I missed you so, Though I was right behind you I didn't want you to go.
I begged for a reminder To help me see your face A thing to hold and touch But it left an empty place.
I looked for you in everything I asked for you by name I know that you were with me there But I'll never be the same.
I dreamed last night of heaven I ache for one more glimpse Of the love we shared while you were here And the beautiful heart I miss. Close
You Never Said Goodbye / Kristen Anglen (Friend)Read >>
On the day God took you, I thought that I would die. I wondered where the time went, I asked alot of whys. With people all around me, I felt so alone inside, From all their words of comfort, I couldn't seem to hide. I thought I might be dreaming, That I'd wake and find you here, I thought "This can't be happening." As I wiped another tear. On the day that you were laid to rest, My heart broke yet again, I wondered if the pain would end, But mostly, I wondered when? It's SO hard to be without you, At times the days seem long, Sometimes I just sit crying, When there's really nothing wrong. I wish we'd had more time, Before your life was done. I know your resting peacefully, My precious Buggs!
I love and miss you soooo much Buggs!! Nothings the same without you. I miss hearing you laugh and seeing you smile, that always made my day! It hasn't been easy without you here with me. Though i am surrounded by friends and people that care, i feel so alone. I do want to thank you for bringing Kristen and I together she's become a great friend...one that i can talk to about anything and that does help a little. What am I going to do without my love? I don't have the answer to that yet. They say time heals all wounds but I'm still waiting for some of this pain to subside. I know your watching over me, sometimes it's like i can feel you with me. Jadyn still asks about you....she misses you, and did you see how big Kadens getting? He looks just like a little Michael! : ). Well honey, I miss you my love and I love you so much.
My love / Marissa Anderson (Girlfriend)
My love...you were my rock...the one i could turn to day or night and i feel so empty....like no one understands me the way you do. you were the most amazing friend anyone could ever have. You're on my mind all the time and as i said b4 i'm so lost without you...i don't know how i am going to go on without you... i feel a big hole in my heart..so many feeling cross my mind when i think about you. All the good times, the bad times, but every memory is a good memory now. I don't ever want you to forget how much i love you. i can't wait till i get to be in your arms again! I would give anything for just one more hug, one more kiss. Your the most special person in my life and i've wondered if it will ever get easier but i don't think it will. I love you so much and i can't wait to see you again...please pray for me, watch over me, and keep me safe till we meet again. I love you Buggs and i miss you more than you can ever imagine.
Not a day goes by that you’re not in my thoughts. I will forever miss your amazing smile our long talks and your big cuddly hugs because you were a big teddy bear even if you wouldn’t admit it to other people :). You were my best friend...always there for me no matter how big or small the problem was at the drop of a hat and when no one else was, you were there. I could always count on your support in whatever I chose to do. You were an amazing friend, boyfriend, confidant, and a great housewife :). And I could always count on you making jokes and making me laugh even if I was mad and tried my hardest not to..looking at your smile I just couldn't help myself :). The world was a better, happier and crazier place with you in it. When I think about the way I feel without you by my side, one word comes to mind…lost. With you went a piece of my heart and no one will ever be able to take your place. Jadyn misses you to…she keeps asking me where’s Bugg? Because you know she could never say your name right.This house, the world, me, your family and friends will never be the same without you. Now you know just how many people truly care and miss you. You will forever be in my heart. I love you Buggs and I will see you when I get there.